IT ALL STARTED WHEN WE FIRST SPENT TIME TOGETHER. YOU DID THINGS THAT NO ONE ELSE WOULD AND THATS WHAT ATTRACTED ME 

TOWARDS YOU.

TOWARDS YOU.

TOWARDS YOU.

TOWARDS YOU. EVER SINCE THAT DAY I JUST WANTED TO KNOW MORE ABOUT YOU BECAUSE I KNEW DEEP DOWN THAT YOU WERE SOMEONE I COULDN’T LEAVE. 

THE TIMES WE SPENT TOGETHER WERE THE BEST TIMES BUT IT WASN’T ENOUGH. ENOUGH. ENOUGH. ENOUGH. 

BEFORE YOU THERE WAS SOMEONE ELSE WHO CHANGED ME BUT NOT LIKE YOU DID. 

WITH HER WE COULD TALK TALK TALK TALK FOR DAYS ABOUT ANYTHING AND IT JUST FELT NICE. WE HAD SOMETHING REALLY CLOSE AND WE WERE CLOSE. SHE SHARED A LOT WITH ME AND I SHARED A LOT WITH HER. THERE NEVER WAS A NAME ON IT BUT IT FELT LIKE MORE BECAUSE THERE WOULD BE BUMPS ALONG THE WAY AND IT WAS LIKE WE HAD SOMETHING BUT IT WASN’T EVER ANYTHING. 

BEFORE YOU THERE WAS SOMEONE ELSE WHO CHANGED ME BUT NOT LIKE YOU DID. 

WITH HER WE COULD TALK TALK TALK TALK FOR DAYS ABOUT ANYTHING AND IT JUST FELT NICE. WE HAD SOMETHING REALLY CLOSE AND WE WERE CLOSE. SHE SHARED A LOT WITH ME AND I SHARED A LOT WITH HER. THERE NEVER WAS A NAME ON IT BUT IT FELT LIKE MORE BECAUSE THERE WOULD BE BUMPS ALONG THE WAY AND IT WAS LIKE WE HAD SOMETHING BUT IT WASN’T EVER ANYTHING. 

BEFORE YOU THERE WAS SOMEONE ELSE WHO CHANGED ME BUT NOT LIKE YOU DID. 

WITH HER WE COULD TALK TALK TALK TALK FOR DAYS ABOUT ANYTHING AND IT JUST FELT NICE. WE HAD SOMETHING REALLY CLOSE AND WE WERE CLOSE. SHE SHARED A LOT WITH ME AND I SHARED A LOT WITH HER. THERE NEVER WAS A NAME ON IT BUT IT FELT LIKE MORE BECAUSE THERE WOULD BE BUMPS ALONG THE WAY AND IT WAS LIKE WE HAD SOMETHING BUT IT WASN’T EVER ANYTHING. 

BEFORE YOU THERE WAS SOMEONE ELSE WHO CHANGED ME BUT NOT LIKE YOU DID. 

WITH HER WE COULD TALK TALK TALK TALK FOR DAYS ABOUT ANYTHING AND IT JUST FELT NICE. WE HAD SOMETHING REALLY CLOSE AND WE WERE CLOSE. SHE SHARED A LOT WITH ME AND I SHARED A LOT WITH HER. THERE NEVER WAS A NAME ON IT BUT IT FELT LIKE MORE BECAUSE THERE WOULD BE BUMPS ALONG THE WAY AND IT WAS LIKE WE HAD SOMETHING BUT IT WASN’T EVER ANYTHING. 

WE HAD THIS GREAT CONNECTION THAT I WISH I HAD WITH YOU BUT YOU STAY SO DISTANT FROM ME BUT I DON’T KNOW WHY YOU DO. SOME DAYS YOU STAY CLOSE BUT SOME OTHER DAYS YOU STAY DISTANT. YOU SHOULD JUST MAKE UP YOUR MIND BEFORE I LOSE MINE. THESE GAMES YOU PLAY WITH ME DON’T HELP. IT JUST MAKES THE SITUATION HARDER AND MORE COMPLICATED. 

COMPLICATED.

COMPLICATED.

COMPLICATED. 

YOU ARE ALL I THINK ABOUT NO MATTER WHERE I AM OR WHO I’M WITH. IT DRIVES ME CRAZY BUT YOU DON’T KNOW IT DOES. MAYBE IF YOU SEE THIS THEN YOU MIGHT FINALLY REALIZE WHAT YOU’VE BEEN DOING TO ME THIS WHOLE TIME. TIME. TIME. TIME.

I THINK IT’S YOU BUT I CAN’T BE SURE. I THINK IT’S YOU BUT I CAN’T BE SURE. I THINK IT’S YOU BUT I CAN’T BE SURE. I THINK IT’S YOU BUT I CAN’T BE SURE.

I KNOW IT’S YOU. YOU. YOU. YOU. I WANT IT TO BE YOU. BUT I DON’T THINK YOU DO. I DOUBT IT SOMETIMES BUT THERE ARE DAYS WHEN I JUST KNOW IT’S YOU. IT’S BEEN YOU FOR A WHILE SOMETIMES I THINK THAT YOU’RE JUST PLAYING GAMES WITH ME AND YOU LEAD ME ON TO THINK IT’S ALL REAL BUT THEN YOU STOP OUT OF NO WHERE AND THEN I GET CONFUSED.

DO YOU REMEMBER THE DAYS WHEN WE WOULD STAY UP TILL 4 AM? TILL 4 AM? TILL 4 AM? TILL 4 AM? WE WOULD KEEP TALKING AND THEN I WOULD HAVE TO WAKE UP BY FIVE TO GO TO WORK. I NEVER TOLD YOU I HAD TO WORK IN A FEW HOURS BECAUSE I KNOW YOU WOULD HAVE TOLD ME TO GO TO BED AND THEN WE WOULDN’T BE UP TILL 4 AM TALKING. 

DO YOU REMEMBER THE DAYS WHEN WE WOULD STAY UP TILL 4 AM? TILL 4 AM? TILL 4 AM? TILL 4 AM? WE WOULD KEEP TALKING AND THEN I WOULD HAVE TO WAKE UP BY FIVE TO GO TO WORK. I NEVER TOLD YOU I HAD TO WORK IN A FEW HOURS BECAUSE I KNOW YOU WOULD HAVE TOLD ME TO GO TO BED AND THEN WE WOULDN’T BE UP TILL 4 AM TALKING. 

DO YOU REMEMBER THE DAYS WHEN WE WOULD STAY UP TILL 4 AM? TILL 4 AM? TILL 4 AM? TILL 4 AM? WE WOULD KEEP TALKING AND THEN I WOULD HAVE TO WAKE UP BY FIVE TO GO TO WORK. I NEVER TOLD YOU I HAD TO WORK IN A FEW HOURS BECAUSE I KNOW YOU WOULD HAVE TOLD ME TO GO TO BED AND THEN WE WOULDN’T BE UP TILL 4 AM TALKING. 

DO YOU REMEMBER THE DAYS WHEN WE WOULD STAY UP TILL 4 AM? TILL 4 AM? TILL 4 AM? TILL 4 AM? WE WOULD KEEP TALKING AND THEN I WOULD HAVE TO WAKE UP BY FIVE TO GO TO WORK. I NEVER TOLD YOU I HAD TO WORK IN A FEW HOURS BECAUSE I KNOW YOU WOULD HAVE TOLD ME TO GO TO BED AND THEN WE WOULDN’T BE UP TILL 4 AM TALKING. 

I GOT INTO THIS MENTALITY WHERE I HATED DAYLIGHT AND LOVED NIGHT TIME INSTEAD BECAUSE THAT’S WHEN I WOULD HEAR YOUR VOICE. THAT’S WHEN WE WOULD TALK FOR HOURS AND HOURS AND HOURS AND HOURS. 

WE TALKED SO MUCH BUT THEN SLOWLY WE WOULD START TALKING LESS AND NOT AS OFTEN. SOME NIGHTS I STAYED UP WAITING FOR YOU TO CALL BUT YOU NEVER DID. I WOULD GET WORRIED BUT THEN I WOULD SEE YOU LIKING LIKING LIKING LIKING PICTURES ON INSTAGRAM SO I STARTED GETTING THE IDEA THAT YOU DIDN’T WANT TO TALK ANYMORE. 

THIS WHOLE TIME YOU JUST WASTED MY TIME. 

THIS WHOLE TIME YOU JUST WASTED MY TIME. 

THIS WHOLE TIME YOU JUST WASTED MY TIME. 

THIS WHOLE TIME YOU JUST WASTED MY TIME. 

WHY WOULD YOU DO THAT. WERE YOU JUST BORED THIS WHOLE TIME? DID YOU JUST USE ME TO PASS YOUR TIME? I DON’T GET IT. 

EVERY NIGHT I CAN’T SLEEP BECAUSE DEEP DOWN I THINK YOU’RE GOING TO CALL SO I STAY UP WAITING FOR IT BUT IT NEVER RINGS ANYMORE. IT DID RING BUT IT WAS ACTUALLY MY WORK CALLING ASKING IF I WAS COMING INTO WORK AT 6:30 AM. I STAYED UP ALL NIGHT AND I LOST TRACK OF TIME THAT IT WAS ACTUALLY MORNING. I MISS YOU EVERY DAY. I WISH I WAS KISSING YOU INSTEAD OF MISSING YOU EVERYDAY. 

EVEN AFTER ALL THIS I DECIDED THAT I JUST NEED TO FORGET ABOUT YOU. FORGET ABOUT YOU. FORGET ABOUT YOU. FORGET ABOUT YOU. I JUST WANT TO HEAR FROM YOU BUT THAT’S NOT GOING TO HAPPEN. I DON’T WANT YOU TO HEAR FROM ME ALL THE TIME. JUST ONCE ONCE ONCE ONCE I WANT TO HEAR FROM YOU, NOT ME. BUT MAYBE IT’S JUST BETTER THAT I FORGET ABOUT YOU. MAYBE I CAN MOVE ON.

MAYBE I JUST NEED TO HELP MYSELF BY LETTING YOU GO.

MAYBE I JUST NEED TO HELP MYSELF BY FORGETTING YOU.

MAYBE I JUST NEED TO HELP MYSELF BY NOT THINKING ABOUT YOU ALWAYS.

MAYBE I JUST NEED TO HELP MYSELF BY NOT THINKING IT’S YOU ANYMORE.

MAYBE I JUST NEED TO HELP MYSELF BY LETTING YOU GO.

MAYBE I JUST NEED TO HELP MYSELF BY FORGETTING YOU.

MAYBE I JUST NEED TO HELP MYSELF BY NOT THINKING ABOUT YOU ALWAYS.

MAYBE I JUST NEED TO HELP MYSELF BY NOT THINKING IT’S YOU ANYMORE.