I’ve made a big mess….

Even after everything I regret what I did….

I got ahead of myself and thought something when it wasn’t the case….

I let my emotions get in the way and ruined our friendship….

Maybe I should have just been more clear with you….

This way I would have known earlier instead of flooding my mind with deceit….

Things would probably be different….

We would probably still be talking….

I think about what I did wrong and how I could have done better….

Even after it all I still think about the times we had….

How easy it was to talk to you….

I hope one day I can tell you that I ruined it because of my jealousy and emotions….