I’ve made a big mess….
Even after everything I regret what I did….
I got ahead of myself and thought something when it wasn’t the case….
I let my emotions get in the way and ruined our friendship….
Maybe I should have just been more clear with you….
This way I would have known earlier instead of flooding my mind with deceit….
Things would probably be different….
We would probably still be talking….
I think about what I did wrong and how I could have done better….
Even after it all I still think about the times we had….
How easy it was to talk to you….
I hope one day I can tell you that I ruined it because of my jealousy and emotions….